There is something about fucking when it is hot. About the kind of heat that will make you say "Fuck off, you're too hot" when you are trying to sleep, but will make you feel so fucking sexy when you are not.
It isn't even that people are wearing less; I have no problem imagining someone naked even if they are covered in layers; it's the abandon with which they carry themselves. Confidence is sexy to me, and I get that not all women will be able to feel it, the white supremacist patriarchal standards of beauty get us all in some way or another, but christ, I love when someone is just being themselves, unashamed, unabashed, sexy.
I am one of those people. The sun makes me horny. I constantly want to climb Sexy Husband (SH) like a tree and if I could get on with my day with his cock in me, I would. My sap is rising and it is going to take a hell of a lot to calm it down.
Are you like me in the summer? Constantly aware of your body, breath quickening at the thought of your own nipples, squeezing your cunt so your clit twitches happily, shivering deliciously so every nerve end is waking up and wanting to be satisfied? I'm what is being called AuDHD (autism and ADHD) and I think that my being a sensory seeking bitch is part of what makes me just want sensation and lots of it.
I have been thinking about this woman I have been talking to recently, (let's call her S) and what it would be like to fuck her on a warm morning. I spent some time with her recently and could barely keep my hands off her. We kissed in the park with the sun shining and I wanted to fuck her so badly. I am hoping that I get to do so this summer, at least once. She's tiny and sexy and I cannot wait to have her naked with me. I don't usually stay overnight with anyone, but I have an idea about what I want to do with her in the morning. (I have told her I am writing this... I am looking forward to seeing just how horny it makes her)
I want to wake her up by gently kissing her neck. Slowly, with little bits of tongue now and then. I am not sure she's ever been with a top before and I want to have her panting for me. While I am kissing her neck, my fingers will be gently running themselves all over her hip and arse. She has a banging arse. And though I know she will be really turned on, I am not in a rush here. Not at all. Her tits are perfect and my hands exactly the right size to stroke them, just brushing her nipples in a way that makes her gasp. She will probably try to turn round to me, but I will speak into her skin, "not yet, I'm nowhere near done playing with you". She will inevitably try to protest, one of the things I like about her is that she knows what she wants, but I will squeeze her boob and pinch her nipple to quiet her so I can play.
See, I like to pay attention and to take things slow when I have time. I like to read the movements of a body, listen to the breath, feel for the twitching. I will bring her to a point where she is straining for more then move so I can play elsewhere. I haven't played with her cunt yet in real life, but in my head, she likes two fingers inside and a rotating thumb on her clit. While I am doing this, I will keep kissing her for a while, gently nibbling on her bottom lip. I want her to moan into my mouth while I praise her, saying things like "you're so fucking beautiful, your cunt is perfect, I could eat you all day" just to hear her moan again. I might say "Tell me to fuck you, I want to hear it. Tell me what a good girl you are." That kind of thing. I will take it really, very slowly until I am ready to taste her. And then I will pull my fingers out, run them on her lips like balm and kiss her. Licking her juices from her lips.
Then, and only then, it is time. I am going to eat her out, gently, slowly at first, lapping at her, making those sounds that only those who really love eating pussy make. Then I will take her to the edge, one, two, three times at least until she is begging me to let her cum. Of course, that will make me stop, rais my head, look her in the eyes and tell her "say please."
When she has, I will still take her to the edge and back off once more. She is not in charge here, I am.
When she cums, it will be however she cums. I am not one of those who thinks that they have done it wrong unless a woman is screaming/squirting/gushing. I am aware that we all do it differently, and every single time it is perfect. I'm not into performative orgasms, I want it to be real, even if it is quiet.
(There is a woman who I shall call SPN Fan who cums so quietly. I still want to make her scream, but only because I have a feeling that she's been told to keep it down before. More on her another time.)
After S has cum, I will scissor her slowly to wring any last pleasure out of her, yes, but also because I cum easiest that way too, and the least I can do is let her watch me shake and cry out. It is important for her to know that I do what I do to her because I find pleasure in it too.
When we're both spent and needing pees and breakfast, I will send her to the shower first. I want her to get used to walking around naked in front of me and we have lots to do before the day gets too hot.
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