I am quite famously (by now) bisexual. And by that I mean I will fuck people no matter what their gender or birth assignment. I love people and I love sex and I am sure that there are some who will insist that I call myself pansexual. To them, I say, "You do you babes, I will do me. And your boyfriend, and his girlfriend and you are welcome to join us if you like."
There has long been an assumption made that bisexual women are just heterosexual women who like to be with other women now and then and that bisexual men are actually gay who don't want to commit. Honestly, this is so toxic, and I could sit and write for hours about why that is.
To boil it down to a couple of sentences, the patriarchy assumes that all lesbian contact is, or at least should be for the Male Gaze and that makes it ok, while a man with another man is dirty, unmanly, lesser. That if a man has sex with another man it makes him soiled goods and undeserving of returning to women.
I can boil it down even further. To three little words.
Can I watch?
I know there are some of us who would love to. I know that there is nothing that turns me on in quite the same way as watching SH living his best life with a cock in his mouth, but it would seem it is only the most emotionally and sexually intelligent of men who don't utter those words as the first response when a woman says she would like to have relations outside of their relationship with another woman.
But this wasn't supposed to be the point of this post. It was supposed to be about anal.
I know that cocks are not always the prettiest of things, they are sometimes funny shaped, look angry and red and some of them are ridiculously veiny, but I love them all the same. I like the way they feel in my mouth, the saltiness of the skin, the veins on my tongue. I like the way they feel in my cunt. The way some of them just slide in and some of them have to fight their way in; stretching me, filling me up, making me open wider just to take them.
I like the way they feel in my ass. That I can feel every different part from the smoothness of the helmet to the relative roughness of the shaft. I love knowing it is still taboo and that my disabled body won't always be able to do it. I love the way SH and others will nudge their cocks at it, gently, questioningly.
Can I?
I love how I answer silently at first by pushing back a little, testing the waters. I love how their breath quickens when I do. That they nudge it in bit by bit. That every nudge where i don't tell them to stop is a step closer to what they are craving. The excitement that they may be able to fuck my ass makes my clit throb. And when, on the occasion that I am up for it. I relax completely and say
Do it. Fuck my ass.
and they slide it all the way in, that feeling, of surrender, of being taken, of being FULL, it is enough to make me cum on the spot.
I have been fucked in the ass by people using a strap on and it is not the same as being fucked by an actual, organic cock. A replica cannot replicate the noise the one fucking me makes and the way that the cock throbs, and the way the balls hit my ass as I start pushing back faster and harder. There is nothing that compares to the way I can feel it pulsating that signals the build up to their orgasm. There is nothing that comes close to the tensing of thier thighs and the raggedness of their breath as they know where they want to do it, but are not sure if you will let them.
But you will let them. You want them to do it. You need it. So you tell them.
Cum for me. Cum in my ass.
If I could bottle the noise they make at that point. I am dripping even thinking about it. That UNGHH sound as they grab my ass with both hands and plunge deep while I rotate my hips to drag every drop of hot cum from the cock throbbing inside me makes me cum with them.
And when he has cum, I ask him not to move, to just stay where he is, just for a moment. I don't want to let go until I feel him start to deflate and that first rivulet of cum leak from me. And even when he pulls out, I stay in position so I can feel it drip onto my cunt and then use it to rub one last orgasm out.
Of course it is always better if you have a service sub to clean you up with their tongue, but if I don't, be sure I am going to be peed on in the shower and fucked more slowly. Until the whole thing starts over again.
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