Bit of a content warning with this one I think. It kind of ran away with me a bit and if pain and Dom/Sub play is not your thing, you might want to skip this one. I won't mind.
Now, I am what you might think of as an independent woman. I am a Doctoral Researcher, a sex blogger, published writer, performance poet, coach, mentor and political activist. I am, and I make no apology for this, a boss ass bitch. I am the one who will interrupt the current leader of the Labour Party, mid speech, to point out that the correct term is women, not ladies. I am the one who will physically stand in front of trans kids and get in the faces of transphobes. Only yesterday, I rolled up in my wheelchair to challenge a whole ass man on his behaviour with his daughter. I am fearless, furious, a fucking badass.
Before I was a wheelchair user, I boxed, kickboxed, played rugby and ran. I out gymmed the gym bros and I still have that I will fuck you up air about me.
So, that being said, I want you to fuck me. And even better, I want you to hurt me while you do it. I want you to walk into the room, grab me by the hair, force me to my knees and make me suck your cock. If you speak, I want it to be gruffly, and in orders, I want you to treat me like a disposable piece of shit.
In fact, when you have used me and cum wherever it is you want to, I want you to make me clean your cock with my mouth and then leave the room.
Fuck, I am throbbing just thinking about it.
If you don't have a cock, I want you to push me onto my back, lower yourself onto my face and grind so hard I think my lips will split. I want you to forbid me to touch myself and I want you to ignore my body's pleading and just take your pleasure in it.
Either way, order me not to masturbate afterwards. Tell me that I will be in trouble if I do. Make me believe it. Instruct me to just wear a t-shirt in the house and then, when I least expect it, bend me over your knee and finger fuck me hard while slapping me, biting me, hurt me, destroy me, I want it. Harder, harder. Push me off you and put a hand round my throat and fuck me, make me cry. Lick my tears and stroke my hair.
I am yours. Do as you will with me.
Afterwards, kiss me and tell me what a good girl I have been. Get us a blankie to cuddle under and a cup of tea with some biscuits. Tell me you love me. We can nap in each other's arms, and later, I can go back to being a bad bitch. But not now. Now is for us.
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