I have been gagging to share this with you all. This is really fucking hot stuff. Firstly, there is An Anal Accident which is how it started, Rose Plug and Tentacle which is how it was going and... well, you'll have to see.
Originally a patreon exclusive, Lavinia de la Roux talks about trying toys in the bedroom. It doesn't mean you are crap boys, it means we trust you to pleasure us even more than you thought you could. Lie back, get comfy, enjoy...
An Anal Accident
One thing I always said I would never do was anal, I love sex, I love the build-up, the excitement and anticipation, the sensations and variations and the orgasms. Despite writing gay romance and the sight and idea of two men fucking making me as wet as a swimming pool, I had no interest in doing anything to do with my own back end.
That all changed last night….
T and I finally had a chance to get down and dirty together. With an autistic child who also suffers with anxiety, it can be months before we actually get to be together but one of those rare occurrences presented itself to us and we grabbed it with both hands our throbbing bits.
After a thorough snogging session I ended up on my side with T behind me. I love it when he slides against me, teasing me with his cock so I can feel the shape of his head, the long, hot, length rubbing over my clit and lips. Every now and then he shifted like he was going to enter me then pulled back again, leaving me gasping and begging in my mind.
Only last night another, unexpected element of stimulation had my pulse pounding in a combination of fear, anxiety, lust and pleasure like I had never expected. His hard cock slipped further back, sliding between my ass cheeks and gliding over a hole I thought I’d never want anything going into. And feck me, it felt like heaven! So many times I got close to cumming just from that, it was only my own anxiety and worry over whether I should be enjoying it the way I was, whether I was wrong and dirty and what my abuser would say if she knew, that yanked me back from the edge every single time I got close. Occasionally T’s cock would prod my ass hole and damn if it didn’t make my clit pulse and ache. I think if he had slipped inside, I would have come off the bed with the pleasure. It was only me pulling away slightly out of confusion and fear of the act and the over intensity that prevented us from going all the way.
Today it’s all I can think about; I never knew it would feel like that. How have T and I been together for 17 years and never even tried it?
What if I got myself a butt plug and surprised him one day? What if I practised with it, got used to the feeling then just bent over in a skirt and no underwear, that little blue gem nestled between my butt cheeks?
Rose Plug and Tentacle
I’d known for a few weeks that T had gotten me a few Yule gifts that I needed to unwrap out of sight of our daughter and after the excitement and waiting, it was finally the evening I’d get to find out what they were.
T turned the light off and closed the bedroom door and my excitement and nerves shot through the roof. The first gift was a rose clitoral suction toy that I’d heard so many great things about online. Second was something I would never have expected in a million years, a tentacle dildo, the texture on that thing is going to feel like heaven! Third was something I’d secretly hoped for but would never have actually voiced out loud; a butt plug. How could that one tiny thing hold so much expectation, trepidation and hope? I knew I was blushing, I blush easily as it is but I’d wanted to try this so badly, since the accidental anal stimulation back in the autumn and not having the confidence to try anything similar since.
I was nervous as hell, but T’s kisses soon relaxed me, the man can kiss like a bloody god and reduce me to a wobbly, wet mess in moments.
We turned the rose on and fecking hell, those women that have been ranting about it were right on the money. I was skirting an orgasm almost from the start. When T fitted his broad chest against my back, my ass fitting into the cradle of his hips and his cock sliding between my legs I had to pull it away from my clit slightly before I imploded right there and then. I knew what was coming next, I was wet and slippery and that gorgeous slick cock slid against my cunt, over and over until I was shaking. And then he brushed against my ass and it was impossible not to push back against him, to imagine how it might feel to have something inside. I was in a state of wonder, eager to try the plug that was barely a few inches away from me.
I knew T was waiting for me to take the next step and after a hell load of teasing and almost cumming three times just from the rose, his stroking and sliding against me, I finally handed it to him and turned so he could slide it into me. I’d be lying if I said I didn’t feel exposed and nervous as hell and slightly scared but I was also excited and I trust my man with my life and every single breath. Chanting in my head, ‘don’t make too much noise’ over and over I felt him slide it into me and it settled there against the clenching muscles. The sensation from the rose and his comfort kept me from panicking and when he suddenly slid into my cunt in one smooth, fluid motion, burying himself to the hilt I felt every muscle tense, my heart pounding in my clit and my ass. The pleasure was overwhelming, coming from three points and meeting in my middle to make me shiver and buck in T’s arms.
My orgasm barrelled into me quicker than I’ve ever known and it was like a party and an explosion in one that ricocheted back and forward from my clit, to my cunt, to my ass and back again until I was squirming and gasping for breath. The aftershocks went on for a long time, pinging and pulsing in a way I had no clue could even happen. I mean I often have aftershocks, but not like that.
I’ve never ever felt anything like that in my life before, I had no idea how fecking amazing it would feel. I can’t believe I’d been missing out on that all my life. Whether we ever go as far as T inside my ass, I’m glad I broke through those stigmatisms and tried a butt plug. How can something that feels so earthshattering good be bad? It can’t.
When I finally calmed down enough to catch my breath, T turned me over, spread my legs and snapped a picture of that blue crystal nestled between my butt cheeks. I was too exhausted and sated and happy to feel self-conscious and I have to admit, it looked kinda cute and sexy.
Rose: 10/10
Butt plug: 10/10
We never got to try the tentacle but I have high hopes for this evening. To be continued...
Well, that got me utterly soaked.
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